You are there

When my rebellious heart wants to run away once again, You are there

When I am in the midst of my chaotic thoughts and unruly emotions that seesaw endlessly, You are there

When I praise You in one breath and then rail at Your perceived injustices the next, You are there

When I am seemingly too numb to feel any sort of emotion towards You, You are there

When my intellect cannot accept that everything is and should be about You, You are there

When I am on an emotional high and then suddenly fall flat on my face, You are there

When all I want to do is hide my thoughts from You, You are there

When my confusion and indifference are all mixed up in my head, You are there

When I feel unloved, insecure, inadequate and unworthy for no reason at all, You are there

When my darkest thoughts threaten to wipe out all sense of joy and love in me, You are there

When I wait in silence, with hope, desperation and longing, You are there

Always you are there. In the light and in the dark. Waiting for me, waiting with me, waiting on me

And so I continue to wait on You with eyes of faith